Saturday, July 27, 2019

Feel Crazy

I have been crying since yesterday, all because my boyfriend went out and hung out with his friends (mainly to smoke) I wasn't mad that he went out I was mad that he could make time to spend with them but he cant make time to spend with me....so I said something and suggested that we put time aside once a month for each other and I felt like he didn't want to so I freaked out saying if he doesn't want to spend time with me then why are we together? I am not asking for every spare minute I am asking for once a month....at one point I screamed and threw a trashcan (not at him) so now I feel crazy....

update on my eating....my BOSS is now on my case, like she pulled me aside and says she is worried about me, and that I need to add her as a friend on social media so she can support me....now everytime I see her she asks me how Im doing and what I ate....its nice to know she cares but it is sort of annoying

weight-138.2lbs