Update

So it was brought to my attention that I haven't updated this in a while so here we go. . .

About two nights ago, I had an er visit for throwing up blood and collapsing. All I remember is, getting up and reaching for my uncles arm. So obviously, concerned came about. The doctors said my electrolytes were low, and I was dehydrated, and the increased my Nexium (as the throwing up blood happened before-ironically last time it happened is when they diagnosed me with Anorexia). I was sent home after a ivs. Well two days passed, still working out, still restricting, and still purging. My mom got concerned with some pictures I posted on Facebook and told my aunt to weigh me, she said she would, few more days pass and out of nowhere she did. At first she said I stayed the same weight-which was a relief that I passed the test, but a bummer for I thought I lost weight. The next day I was freaking out, since someone told me that I look like I weigh 120lbs, and harrassed my aunt to tell me my weight. Of course she refused to do so, but she did confirm that I am not 120-so that brought more questions. was it under 100, was it two or three digits? this she woulnt answer either but she did finally tell me that I did lose weight but she didnt want me to get the "high" from knowing it. And she will continue to weigh me and if it drops again is when we will have a problem. That same day, she found a bag that I purged in earlier, and told me that was my warning, and not to make a habit of it. That's it. Kinda a relief again.

Next story. Today I was waken up by my sister calling me. She told me that she was getting married on Wednesday.(in less than a week) Everyone knew but me and she didnt want me to find out through facebook. im still not entirely sure on why she was fearful of telling me. But I have a feeling its because she is normally concerned with how I feel about her boyfriends. (yup thats right...i havent even met him yet) And her boyfriends are usually abusive or into drugs. I told her im trying to be happy, but its really fast (they only went out for a month so far). Also she is coming to visit me on Saturday (she isnt having a wedding like a las vegas thing-just a party a month later) and thats when I freaked. I said I was worried about meeting this stranger and now I am meeting a stranger, a brother in law and her husband. She just moved in with him, and they are looking for a two bedroom apartment...any guess why? Well we think its a rushed, and the whole bigger apartment we think one thing-shes pregnant...

Next story...
I worked with this one girl whos boyfriend took advantage of me(which yes she knows about it) well they apparently broke up. According to him. And another girl is apparently married to him. So two girls are saying they are with him one way or another and hes saying he's not. Also his "wife" is 7 months pregnant. Well she just got out of jail for beating up the girl I worked with. And now the guy is saying that the wife wants to beat me up now. And that I only create drama...not sure how my name is being brought into this...so I messaged the wife and asked her why-she says she never said that and he never said that and she is going to believe her husband...can you say jerry springer?

So hints the reason for not updating...