She's crazy!

I had therapy today, after telling her that I still have not eaten she was a bit upset (well I ate once in the last 9 days). Saying I need to go to the doctor and she feels like I am at my "death weight" She wants me in IOP until I go back to ERC as being at home going to therapy 3 times a week just isnt cutting it for me. I think she is just paranoid. She was said she can't work with me if I am not getting the proper treatment I was like seriously just what I need right now...then she was like no im not saying im leaving ill still work with you??? UMMM okay than im taking "she cant work with me unless i have the proper treatment" wrong? She said  I was super pale, but I dont see it, I guess it might be true though because my uncle told me that I was paler than pale two nights ago. She understands that I have a lot on my plate (haha no pun intended) but I still need to eat and blah blah blah. She was trying to make me say that I am worthy. I was like No...she then said do u remember a time where you felt like you were I said no. Then she asked more about growing up. My dad left and my mom was busy finding a new boyfriend, leaving me being raised by my sister and grandparents. She said that its playing a big part in my sense of worth...like nobody was around then so why now, type of thing. She made me think of two people who were like parent roles growing up, for a mom it was Monica (best friends mom) and for a dad is my moms current boyfriend, but that relationship is rough because I feel like if it wasnt for him I would have gotten to experience my parents together. (my mom had an affair with him) Then she said people care because everyone is really checking in with me lately. Which I am grateful for but its like they dont really know who I am. Like my eda girls I love you but I really think you are misguided. Then she said my sponsor cares (which I know and is the only person I never doubted) and denise cares. I was like umm yea I pay you to care. She went into no you pay me for listening, not to care. haha. Then she was saying how big of a heart I have, and how im loyal and driven (in a good and bad way) how much I care and feel for others. I was like umm yeah you dont know me. She said from what you tell me about your friends, and how you talk in here I think I can say that without hesitation. Then why is it so hard for me to believe that, and I told her it's just hard believing what others say when I dont believe it myself.