See this is why IM DONE. I reactivate my facebook and noticed within an hour my step-mom and aunt blocked me. That for me was the last straw. I want to know why, but I also know its just going to upset me and make me more depressed which I don't think can get worse at the moment. So yes more people leaving me. this is why I don't open up to people,
Another reason why I don't open up to people is because everyone here likes talking about me. Like I had therapy yesterday, and my aunt asked how it went. I told her I was quiet, because im not going to say well we focused on my depression because I really want to call quits, but it wasn't a lie I mean I was quiet. Well she told my mom and my mom, is like "Her being quiet is a bad sign" and this weekend I went for "walks" (runs) and before hand drank an "ensure" (refilled it with zero calorie gatorade) and my mom knows and says, "That means youre not getting your nutritional needs met"...um how about you assume its because im taking care of myself and drinking them so I have calories to burn. I know its stupid to get upset over this as I really didnt drink them. haha. Oh and someone commented on a note I wrote on Facebook, and that means I reposted it, and someone called me out on it and deleted my facebook...like you know everything. I didn't repost anything, someone made a comment and nobody "called me out", I flat out told my mom why I deleted my facebook, but apparently that's not the reason to her. She also knows that I was upset with my sister moving back home, and thinks this might have something to do with it. AGAIN I flat out told you the reason, LISTEN TO ME.
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