LORDY BE

I had therapy today...I was allll over the place, talked about one thing ended up talking about something else and went back, but it was not ed. I know I do that when im in ed, this was because I had so much to get out that I wanted to get everything out so Denise would remember and go back to it. I just needed it out. She again gave me loads of homework along with homework from my sponsor. Which I don't mind, it keeps me busy, distracted, and I worked on personal things  while kicking eds butt =P

I am a bit overwhelmed with bills right now. Laureate sent me a bill saying I need to pay them, when my insurance covered it. And now A bill from Holy redemor Cancer Center sent me a bill..I got 6 infusions TWO years ago and just sent me a bill saying my payment is 60 days late...it was two years ago (IF) I owe anything (insurance also covered this) how is it only 60 days late? It's not adding up. Of course all these bills are piling up now that I am no longer working, how come they couldn't come when I was able to work? Anyway, I have to call and fight it, but thing is my mom lives 3 hours away and I need paper work to verify everything. But we don't know which paper work. And my mom can't call because of HIPPA laws, so its going to be a constant back and forth calling and waiting for my mom to send the things I need. It's just frustrating, I can handle it I know I can, but its just like why...

I texted Joy today (havent seen her in 3 weeks now) to tell her today is 15 days ed free (she didn't know) and  she was happy but not as excited as I thought she would be =/

Anyway here I am, dreading along, i guess all that matters is I am still moving forward. How I don't know but I dont think I need to know...