YAY good news after a long horrible week

Well I had a rough morning. I was confronted about purging last night. Then I saw my nutritionist, and that went...ok i guess. I haven't seen her in a month. The only thing that went wrong with the session was how she doesn't want me purging and if I need the endorphines rush than to exercise not purge. She really doesn't want me purging, I was like "I do exercise" I got defenisve, Ed took that as "see she wants you to exercise now because your fat (which she didn't even weigh me) in the end I know its to replace the purge. It's hard to accept it as it is.

Then I go to work, and my sister texts me, "Call me when you can" Immediately I think, "Oh no something happened. Is the baby okay? are you okay?" Well I tell my boss and he lets me walk away to see if its urgent or not. Turns out my sister and her husband are renting out a house and offered me to move in with them. She says my mom and stepdad and will (her husband) think it might be better for me. Of course there are rules, and I have a contract with them, saying if I am in ED i have to leave. Which is scary to be completely 100% ed free. But I think I may want to be in the city, see the baby 24/7 be back near friends, get closer to my life goals, be a 22 yr old more than being/trying to be a certain weight. Ed popped in still, said, "Better lose everything you can now" Then I was standing in the bathroom and I walked out and thought "Why not start being ed free today? I mean I am going to have to when i move, and i rather have the first few rough months here than at home with everyone on my back" So yay i kept dinner in today =)

Then I get home, and talked to my uncle. He says I should make a back up plan in case I do get kicked out (rule is if i slip up once I get kicked out) which my uncle says isn't fair..But he is concerned like if I do get kicked out..then what. So it sounds like If i move back home, he doesn't want me coming back. But hopefully I won't have to worry about that. Hopefully I won't slip up. Then I said, "Okay well I am happy, and first night Im not crying and I am excited and im not going to ruin this, and I have time to think everything through"(they are getting a house in feb/march and want time alone before I move in but I will be there BEFORE/During/after the baby is born)  so we ended the converstation with things I need to work on like setting boudries and eating more, etc.

I really think this might be the push I needed. To make me want to do better, and being closer to it. It just gives me such much hope and something to look forward to, which I have been lacking lately...